stupid lj! so freaking stupid it's still not letting me connect.

rgssb - well done on your gold, you all did play well, really. it doesnt mean ya'll are any less able. what can playing two songs say about a band? in the end, it's what the band means to you that really counts, isnt it?


ah. SCH had the same freaky feeling. gosh we'll be back in a whole month. this time will be the last time, haha. sigh.

jiayou jiayou jiayou rjcsb! band no. 10 can do this!

haha sigh sometimes i dunno whether it's me, or it's you. if things can never be the same again, why? if it can be the same again, how? or maybe i just have to live this two years the way i deserved it.

your similarity continues to freak me out day by day.


i want the past back, i'm not sure i can cope with the present, i want the way things were. i want it that way. i'm not cut out to be a relator-includer. i can't do it.

haha. sometimes i'm much lousier than i think i really am. O.o

i think too highly of myself.