i know i'm on a lj hiatus. but argh.

i'm so tired. so tired. so tired.

SO TIRED omg.

haha go on, use me as a sandbag.

i'm used to it.

i don't even seem to have a right to be upset anymore.




today was a good day (:

((((((((((((((((((((((:

may tomorrow be even better! :D

i'll work hard for this future (:




some things in life are illogical

as is love and hatred


you can only feel angry because you have felt love for it before.




life is a painful little irony.

bring me back to monday. at the very very least.

haha i was really in seventh heaven.

:(

i'm sorry.




ah lj dies on me again. so annoying.

anyway have been feeling out of sorts because my chatlogs trigger alot of memories.

too late to tell the truth? haha maybe not!

it's okay if we arent looking at the same side of the moon, i guess. as long as the sides can be reconciled.

goodness suddenly the fragility of friends(hip) is presented right before my eyes.

i hope you like what i got you! cos it was so spur of the moment haha (: smileeeee. okay you wouldnt know cos i havent given it to you. i know it sucks being sick. so please smile okay (: be a man!

2 days to sandi's birthday! so exciting yay.

penguins are <3! okay so random.

tomorrow econs test! okay better go sleep. and mug. okay mug and sleep.

bye loves




stupid lj! so freaking stupid it's still not letting me connect.

rgssb - well done on your gold, you all did play well, really. it doesnt mean ya'll are any less able. what can playing two songs say about a band? in the end, it's what the band means to you that really counts, isnt it?


ah. SCH had the same freaky feeling. gosh we'll be back in a whole month. this time will be the last time, haha. sigh.

jiayou jiayou jiayou rjcsb! band no. 10 can do this!

haha sigh sometimes i dunno whether it's me, or it's you. if things can never be the same again, why? if it can be the same again, how? or maybe i just have to live this two years the way i deserved it.

your similarity continues to freak me out day by day.


i want the past back, i'm not sure i can cope with the present, i want the way things were. i want it that way. i'm not cut out to be a relator-includer. i can't do it.

haha. sometimes i'm much lousier than i think i really am. O.o

i think too highly of myself.




go rgssb for syf tomorrow! whatever the result, enjoy syf (:

of course we secretly all covet GWH! =D

goodness syf is freaky.

gwhgwhgwhgwhgwh.

haha.



okay confuddled. it's been easier to retreat into an aura of exclusion, like i can just miraculously feel like not talking to anyone. i think i've been contemplating alot. haha sometimes it's purely just hu2 si1 luan4 xiang3 but ya thinking is good.

sometimes i dont want to read anymore anymore anymore. i just want to stone. and like. scream woots.

bye. stupid lj is still dying on me